hello to an ex and a new baby

Let me just start by saying this has been the most monumental two weeks of my entire life. On Friday I had finally broke it off and was no longer speaking to my on again off again boyfriend of a year. I had put my big girl panties on and decided it was FINALLY over. I was ready to start my life with someone that I could potentially see myself with years down the road. I made my way to a few parties that weekend and lucky me I got to see him at one of them. I decided to be the adult and stear clear of him. That only worked for so long... he was soon walking up to me and screaming at me for "being a slut and a bitch." I laughed at him walked away. Oh did I mention he had showed up to the party with the one girl he had gone running to every time we broke up. the one girl that only a month ago had said she was pregnant with his kid. the one girl that actually went running to his entire family (yes i mean cousins, uncles, aunts, sister, and mother) saying she was pregnant with his kid while he sat there and said he had never slept with her before! As the night progressed I had left the party he was at and was having a blast with all my friends he hadnt let me see. I was only about three beers down when i started feeling sick. I hurried my ass to the garbage to puke my guts out... what a lovely way to spend my first free woman weekend. I decided it was time for me to lay down and I layed on the couch snuggled up with an amazing guy. Sunday rolled around and I headed back home to Mitchell. (School was starting monday) I spent the night rolled up on my couch. My legs felt like i had run 6 miles and were extremely sore, my back had cramps, my stomach had cramps and i had a headache. I assumed i had just taken the weekend a little too hard I had had my period a few days earlier but it had only lasted two days so i knew the cramps werent from that. the morning came and I slept through my classes. for some reason i was extremely tired. cody text me and started bitchin. i replied simply that i wasnt feeling well and he continued to tell me that i was pregnant. This was the first month i was certain there was no way i was pregnant. I had convinced myself that i couldnt get pregnant. after 3 years of never wearing a condom or being on birth control and never having a kid. to prove cody wrong i decided to take a test. i sat smug knowing that the results would be the same as they had been in the past.... a definate negative. to my complete shock they came up positive. i sat in my apartment by myself in complete and udder shock!! i called my best friend bawling to ask for some advice.. not entirely sure what she said i was too out of it. after talking to cody i decided these results were wrong and made my way to the store.... needless to say the next 7 tests i took proved i was in fact pregnant. so my plan of never speaking to this guy completely back fired and now we are speaking every day.. but the funny thing is he has never been so supportive and so helpful and loving to me before. funny how one little thing can change so much